I am Lollipop

Past Babies

Wendy

Chiquitita

Lucy

Abby

My coats in the closet, your leash by the door
food bowl filled and waiting, sitting on the floor
listen for your footsteps, don't hear them anymore
and then I remember, and it cuts me to the core
and you're still missin

Caught my breath and felt my heart break
reaching out to feel you, feel my hands shake

Hands over my eyes, can't hold back the tears
waiting through all the hours, all alone another year
holding on to your sweater, and your toys are still here
I pick them up to remember, and to keep you near
and you're still missin

Caught my breath and felt my hands shake
reaching out to feel you, felt my heart break

Still wake up at 3 am, to let you out one more time
searching in the darkness, for your eyes that shine
your bed is cold and empty, I can't sleep, so is mine
living here without you, heartbreaking and unkind
and you're still missin

Caught my breath and felt my hands shake
reaching out to feel you, felt my heart break
and you're still missin
Oh God, you're still missin

I still miss everyone of my babies that have crossed over Rainbow Bridge
My shattered heart cuts into my soul and shreds it
I will join all of you in Heaven, wait for me